CHLOE Ferry has admitted to fans that she is “struggling” following the death of her father and fears “what might happen” in the future.
However, the Geordie Shore star, 26, opened up her support system and reassured followers that she could “get out of it”.
Chloe told last month that her father passed away after a battle with cancer.
Arriving at her Instagram page in a black hoodie, she has now conveyed her fear of “what could happen”.
She confided: “I won’t lie to you, I’ve had a bit of a hard time.
“But I know I’ll be fine because I’ve had this thought before and I know how to get out of it.”
Referring to her support system, she continued: “It’s important to take care of your mind, which I do with Mark and your body, which I do with James.
“This morning when I woke up, I didn’t even want to go to the gym, I cried.
“I tried to get there but after doing the first session with James in the gym and I talked to Mark on the phone, I feel better than this morning.
“After what’s happened in the last few weeks, we’ve set a lot of things up.
“I see things differently now.”
The MTV star previously posted a tearful image on her Instagram page as she sobbed in bed.
In the caption, she wrote: “This morning, I woke up not the best, I am not satisfied with the way I look and how I feel.
“Sometimes Instagram only shows the good things going on in life but I think it’s important to show real-time
“But today is the first day I’m back to my best and it’s completely up to me.”
“Fear about the future or what people think or what might happen isn’t easy but I’ve done this before and I’ll do it again!”
Her co-star Sophie Kasaei was quick to comment and said: “My little angel is so strong, remember to go back to the top, sometimes you have to feel the bottom! Your only person.. Can’t wait to make you laugh when I’m at home ❤️.”
Her fellow Geordie Shore star Marnie Simpson added: “😢😢😢 sending chlo love ❤️❤️”
Revealing the sad news in December, Chloe said she would be taking a break from social media and work commitments.
She said, “I’ve struggled to write this and still can’t accept it what I’m about to say!” Chloe started her statement.
“I’m a very open person and am usually happy to share all the details of my life, but this is a time when I really need some privacy.
“I’m so sad to lose my dad after a battle with cancer and it still doesn’t feel real!”
Chloe added: “I will be taking a break from social media and work commitments.
“As a family, we’re all dealing with this and trying to come to terms with it…
“I would really appreciate it if I was given some time to work it out on my own!”
She then sent an emotional message to her father after declaring his funeral “the hardest day” of her life.
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