Celebrity Gogglebox star Denise Van Outen has tipped off her heartbreaking split from ex-partner Eddie Boxshall following the breakdown of their seven-year relationship
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Denise Van Outen has revealed that she ‘struggling’ to find a way forward amid her blood relationship being torn apart by ex-fiance Eddie Boxshall following cheating rumors.
The former Celebrity Gogglebox star, 48, was forced to end a seven-year relationship with partner Eddie in January after months of ‘rumours’ that he was unfaithful.
Months after their bitter breakup, Denise bravely opened up about the enormous struggles she faced amid the breakup of her relationship with Ferne Cottton on the Happy Place podcast.
During her candid conversation, Denise admitted that she was trying to find a way forward when she discovered Eddie’s ways of cheating.
The 48-year-old star revealed that she cannot sleep or eat, and that she simply feels ’empty’ inside at all times.
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“It’s horrible and heartbreaking is horrible and it doesn’t matter who you are, where you come from,” Denise said.
“The pain is just as deep, and countless people have sent me messages on social media, women and men have gone through it.
“The nights just sitting there on the pitch for 3/4 of an hour in the morning feeling drained and empty and thinking I don’t know how I’m going to get through next week because I feel so down, it’s horrible. .”
The TV star continued: “It hurts. I can’t breathe, I called a friend of mine one night and I felt like someone was sitting on my chest, really couldn’t breathe, You feel like a knot in your stomach, and it won’t go, and when do you want this feeling to leave me?”
During a candid conversation with podcast star Ferne, Denise admitted that she is currently seeking therapy after she was ‘really misled’ by her relationship ending.
“I’m really fine. I’m not completely healed. I’m getting there,” she said.
“I’m enjoying therapy. I’m learning a lot about myself. I didn’t even see myself properly.”
The Celebrity Gogglebox star was emotional at the breakup in her book, A Bit of Me: From Basildon To Broadway And Back, which she claims found Eddie’s messages to multiple women.
Meanwhile Eddie, a commodity trader, kept quiet about the split until last month when speaking to The Sun, he said: “I broke her trust. I’m so sorry. “
https://www.mirror.co.uk/3am/celebrity-news/denise-van-outen-struggled-see-27164489 Denise Van Outen 'struggling to find a way out' after bitter breakup with Eddie Boxshall