RYLAN Clark revealed he was hospitalized after suffering a breakdown following his split from husband Dan Neal.
The spin-off’s serious host, 33, said: “I don’t think I’ll be here. I don’t think I can go on.”
The presenter said his weight plummeted to more than 9 stone when he took a four-month break from TV when the marriage ended last year.
Talking to The Observer he said: “I’m having thoughts and doing things that drive me… crazy, wanting a better word.
“I don’t understand why I’m doing this to myself. So I go out for a bit.”
When asked if he was going to the hospital, he replied: “Yes. For safety reasons.”
Talking about what he learned while there, Rylan said: “That I always say yes to everything and I nod and smile.
“But now if there’s something I really don’t want to do, I’ll say no. I’ve learned to be more in control. I haven’t been in control for so long, I feel like Britney!”
Rylan is currently going through a divorce from her ex-cop husband Dan Neal.
Speaking of his ordeal, he vowed to get fit, saying, “I got sick and I lost weight, I’m under 10 stone – and I’m 6 feet 4 inches tall, so that’s not good.
“The honest truth is it happened. I didn’t deal with what happened and now I am. I was not feeling well and it was a very difficult time for me.”
Rylan spent a lot of time with his mother Linda, whom he considers his rock. “My mother was very worried about me, as were all of my family,” he said.
“I didn’t just disappear for four months – it didn’t just happen.
“She was the one who saved me and one of my biggest regrets this year is that she didn’t get well.
“I need to get back to me.”
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